Yichalal

yichalal

On days like today I feel like I’m up against the whole world. Instead of conveying my inner landscape with words like I usually do, I hammer-and-nailed-up a graphic representation of my world for you, of what the weight of my destiny feels like.

I think this piece works well on a couple of levels: one, the chess board shares the same colour scheme as my book and, two, half my childhood was spent crouched over a chess board. Them good old days. Every once in a while there were heroic moments, times when I was able to turn dire games around, and lead a depleted army to victory.

Yichalal, the amharic word you’ll find in Fuel, means ‘anything is possible’. Rather frightfully, the context within which this word is uttered, offers a rather accurate measure of one’s sanity, or lack of.

The image above, as I originally intended it to be, was to speak for itself, be a stand alone; at worst, accompanied by no more than a string or two of words. I tell ya, no shutting this author up… ah, the fish that just refuses to drown.

What dreams may come

I received a rather strange Facebook message from someone I just met on Facebook. I got really freaked out at first, and then flattered afterwards.

His email was actually a response to one I had sent him earlier. You see, whenever someone becomes a FUEL Facebook fan, I usually drop them a note to thank them. And if their FB profile image doesn’t look too stalker-like, I might tell them about myself and this journey I’m on.

This was the message I got back from Roby Ribaud:
Hi Jeremy, thanks for your message!!! This night i have a dream( not M.L King) but i see you in my dream!!!! One of my friend come in my house for a meeting and you was with him!!!!!!!!:-)) i never see you in this last day in Fb!!!! Ok it happened but this morning a find your message….right now some info on me. I have 2 babies and a wife , i was a big atlete in 400 mt one of best in europe , i was in the Olimpic Games of Los Angeles 1984 after i run to the top level for 15 years. Now i work strong ,i have 3 company and is a very hard moment you know about the crisis but this is our war!!!!! My hobby is read and when I saw your profile i was interest for your book and i wrote on my wall in Office your philosophy about dream and dreamer….i will buy your book now and i try to di this in internet also i want talk with my friend : he work in book company and i talk about you and your book.. That’ s it !!! I hope i can do some of good for our friendship!!! Thanks and god bless you! Roberto Ribaud

So alone I often feel. That I am but one against the world. The only one mounting the charge. And then a light flickers to life on the other side of the planet. And I am reminded that indeed I have sleeper cells all over the world, some more discreet than others, each fighting to help me keep this dream alive. Blip, blip… blip blip.

Another one of my dreams

Since watching Elizabeth Gilbert on TedX, I’ve had this secret wish to one day be invited to speak as well.

There is this guy I’ve been following for some time now through cyberspace, a chap by the name of Avram Gonzales. I think what drew me to him was how aligned his approach to life is to mine… although, he is way more radical, and has found more success living out his dreams. Me… I’m still clawing my way. Anyhow, Avram beat me to TedX… but I’m hot on his tracks… ok, ok, not that hot, may be luke warm on his tracks… oh alright, the trail has gone cold, but I promise you I’ll find my way.

Here’s a link to his video on his upcoming talk:

http://www.avramgonzales.com/tedx-crestmoor-park-2011/